I finally learned

to just let things go. I realized I can't have everything I want, but I've also realized that those things that I've wanted aren't even worth my time anyway. I feel a lot better about things now. When something bad happens or someone does you wrong you only get stronger in the end and I've been through some things in the past couple weeks but it's only going to make me a stronger, smarter, and better person. I also learned to not be so afraid to do the things I want to do. From now on, if I want to tell someone something or do something I've been wanting to do, I'm just going to swallow my pride and do it because if I never take a chance then I might never get what I really want. I learned that in life you just have to take chances and if they turn out bad, then so what.... you just move on or try again, but if they turn out good then sweet.

My week was so good until someone had the nerve to text me last night and ask me to hangout... Come on, really. I don't even know why you would even think I'd want to hangout with you. I was learning to let what happened go and I was doing fine, but no you had to text me last night and ruin my night. Thank you, thanks a lot. But then I thought that I could actually talk to you and tell you things that I've been wanting to tell you, but guess who didn't care like usual? You. I pour my heart and soul out to you and tell you things I've never even told anyone else before and in the end you do not even care. I wish you would though. But you don't really care about anything or anyone but yourself and that's going to get you nowhere in life, so good luck with that. You're just a kid still. I've grown up, but you haven't.

I'm going to stop wasting my time on the people who don't even deserve me or my time. Should of done that a long time ago, but whatever.